like shrugging it off helps...
just makes me more aware of how i never had to do that before.
slacking is the word. but how easily it can be justified as "taking it easy"
urgent! damage control ambulance required!
but the more the "i'll show THEM!", the more the no-show.
worry is the word. but i like the variant "on my toes"
i lie well to myself. (right hand shakes left)